Lousy Musings of a Star-Studded Cowboy

 New year is here 

 Kiss kiss kisses

Dig deep. Deep breath.

My light is my fight. I win by being radiant.

 I will be my Hero

 i need the strength to get out of this bed.

I know just what it is

We’re always chasing what is just out of reach, stalking that prey in the mist for our hunt. 

 And if you’ve got it, you got to own it 

 Still finding the right direction 

 Doing terrible so I’m alright I guess 

 Scarlet colored wine and dark bones 

Elementary school days always knowing what we eating.

i am beautiful and brilliant. an untamed mind. 

hard to trust when you can't feel the love

I’m still figuring things all out

 Yurf

 Terrible findings. 

A big yawn and a shrug 

 I am tired, hungry, exhausted, and just down.

 Time

I made myself work for it. I am Mr. Go-Getter, multi-faceted multi-generational trendsetter, not even ONCE was a bed wetter, but a “he makes it look so handsome sweater.”

 It’s time for my solitude. The embrace of that pounding, though at time gentle, silence. I don’t run from it this time.

 i long to belong. It hurts being the wanderer. There’s no home here, no place to rest my head and be warmed by. It’s the cold for me.

 I can't even talk. How do I express myself

Im building something good for myself. 

I’m in an era of bad feelings.

Black tailed and big, thick ears.

 I’ve got a serrated edge.

New days.