Lousy Musings of a Star-Studded Cowboy

I might give up on you. i might give up on you,

 I’m rushing 

 Not here to judge, just learn.

 Drinking down a glimpse inside the bottle trying to see where it ends within that infinite darkness. infinite starkness s bold heart crashing unexpectedly 

I loved the colors of your secret kisses, always tasting so sweet. I've known the flavors of a million others, but now it's only yours I see. I always want something to talk about, I always want something to experience. I always want to feel.

 Coming out of my cage 

 Speeding towards the new guillotine  

It’s in the everyday struggle, the everyday choices.

 I wasn’t the one who left you.

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Sleep well my openness 

I made the wrong bet and lost all my money 

 I’m still working on it.

 Help

 This isn’t it.

I feel like there was something waiting there, sitting at the edge of you and me. Different types of love 

Where there’s trouble I should fumble. Always losing the things I once so neatly kept together.

 Yup

I killed the monster. 

…but it just wasn’t meant to be 

  Moving on.

Truthfully when I had it 

 I want to dance with you

 You don’t even care 

 From the depths of your core

 I’m calling your bluff

My darkest days are never too far behind me.